Post by reflection as guest on May 25, 2006 5:37:59 GMT -5
Hello Hoppe,
I hope you remember me, but if not I just want to say hi adn tell you my story. Reflection is what I called myself a year ago. I hope things are better for you. I must admit that I have not followed up reading the entires. I can say that I am almost quit CSP! After lots of stress, school work adn pressure to kick this habbit away I decided to take a year off to fix this and other problems in my life. I attended a sports and outdoor class at a fokhighschool, with lots of others also in for a relaxing year, with NO grades, NO pressure and NO judgements. I really recomend this. It may seem drastic but oh how it has positivly changed my life! I love life and can be so relaxed infront of mirrors. My selfesteem is so good now. I know before you said you wished you could just leave and take a break from reality. you can! I stopped reading CSP sites and stopped setting pressure on myself. And now Im far on the recovery and dont even need make up at some days. I hope you are better than you were last year and if not I am proof that there is HOPE!!! I wish you all the best!
Hugs Reflection
I hope you remember me, but if not I just want to say hi adn tell you my story. Reflection is what I called myself a year ago. I hope things are better for you. I must admit that I have not followed up reading the entires. I can say that I am almost quit CSP! After lots of stress, school work adn pressure to kick this habbit away I decided to take a year off to fix this and other problems in my life. I attended a sports and outdoor class at a fokhighschool, with lots of others also in for a relaxing year, with NO grades, NO pressure and NO judgements. I really recomend this. It may seem drastic but oh how it has positivly changed my life! I love life and can be so relaxed infront of mirrors. My selfesteem is so good now. I know before you said you wished you could just leave and take a break from reality. you can! I stopped reading CSP sites and stopped setting pressure on myself. And now Im far on the recovery and dont even need make up at some days. I hope you are better than you were last year and if not I am proof that there is HOPE!!! I wish you all the best!
Hugs Reflection
I promise myslef not to pick my face everyday...and look forward to not picking my face even for just a day...they said 3 days pick free can heal the wounds...do pray for me...as I will be praying for our recovery from this. I am currently searching within myself issues that I have to settle which may be the root of my regression into skin picking...I once was skin-pick-free...I wish I can bounce back...