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Post by Secret on Dec 1, 2003 13:27:13 GMT -5
For too long I've been vain. For too long I've lived anywhere besides here and now , and for too long I have hurt myself. I've hurt myself to express my shadow, my violent aggressions. I've hurt myself in order to hurt others. I've hurt people with lies, and strange behavior. I've been unreliable at work...late and unavailable when I've said I'd be on time and present. For too long I've been living wrong.
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Post by touchingpeace on Dec 1, 2003 20:33:56 GMT -5
The more light we shed on our challenges the easier they become to overcome. As you probably know you cannot really change anything until you become aware. If we didn't get fed up with our behaviors we'd never dream of doing anything differently. Also I think it is really difficult to truly own emotions and I see that's what you're doing by staying in the present with your language. By using "I" you take responsibility and therefore control. Good for you for being so honest with yourself.
-Jules
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Post by Secret on Dec 1, 2003 20:51:00 GMT -5
Yeah, immersing myself in my darkness...really getting real with myself, examining the worst of the worst of my life... I can't imagine existing like that anymore, I can't exist like that anymore. I have no choice but to change.
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