Post by Secret on Nov 17, 2003 14:20:36 GMT -5
It's funny, I almost always feel frantic before I go out, but once I get out, I have a really good time. It's really healing to be around others, to get out of myself. I had a really good time on my date. I understand why I was frantic before hand, I didn't look good, I looked unhealthy, like I have problem, but I got a grip on myself, I don't know, God bless make up too I guess, it helps, but the main thing was I found the fire in my belly, I looked imperfect, but I found my worth.