Post by rabbitmoon on Oct 8, 2003 23:31:08 GMT -5
isnt this day 6? october 8th?
still refraining from picking but ...... im feeling kinda depressed about the whole thing in a way- i feel like im balancing on this narrow edge that i could totally fall off of. i mean fall back into picking. because previous times when i had "quit" i was still letting myself pick little spots- just nothing that was a big deal- and i guess that was still keeping my anxiety down. but not picking AT ALL? i mean, i guess im feeling kinda edgy. like im holding my breath in a sense. i just want to be comfortable you know? comfortable in my skin. maybe i should start doing more creative things to get this fucking load off my shoulders. dont get me wrong. i LOVE the way my skin looks and im glad im doing this and REALLY glad you all are doing this with me. but damn its hard. i'll ride it out. hope all is well with everybody. stay tough. love, rabbitmoon.
still refraining from picking but ...... im feeling kinda depressed about the whole thing in a way- i feel like im balancing on this narrow edge that i could totally fall off of. i mean fall back into picking. because previous times when i had "quit" i was still letting myself pick little spots- just nothing that was a big deal- and i guess that was still keeping my anxiety down. but not picking AT ALL? i mean, i guess im feeling kinda edgy. like im holding my breath in a sense. i just want to be comfortable you know? comfortable in my skin. maybe i should start doing more creative things to get this fucking load off my shoulders. dont get me wrong. i LOVE the way my skin looks and im glad im doing this and REALLY glad you all are doing this with me. but damn its hard. i'll ride it out. hope all is well with everybody. stay tough. love, rabbitmoon.