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Post by Stef (Incubabe) on Sept 28, 2003 21:25:02 GMT -5
I realized a few things...when Im cutting I dont think about picking. When Im picking...I dont think about cutting...Im so fucked and I dunno what to do. I dont know whether to stop cutting and just keep picking because its a part of me...or stop picking and keep cutting until I can stop picking and then stop cutting...AHH!! So confusing. All I know is...I have no urge to pick at all right now...and I kinda like it...  |
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Post by Azarae on Sept 28, 2003 23:45:31 GMT -5
I live there with ya....if I'm not picking my face I'm doing deliberate injury to myself in other ways...ways that are easier to explain(i.e. I caught my arm on the corner of the filing cabinet...etc..). I think thats d*&^ed if we do or don't...bleh. I've been saying for years I'm a mess, of course everyone tells me "WHAT?? You're so together & in control!!"...hahahahaha..if only they knew how hard I struggle to hold it all inside & keep the mask on so I look together... Off to bed for me now...been up for 3 days with no sleep, sorry if this didn't make too much sense  K. |
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