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Post by anon,irresp. on Sept 26, 2003 12:24:41 GMT -5
its amazing how we imprison ourselves.
today i have plans to hang out with a friend and my only worry is the wound i have on my face and the shame i will feel.
such waste of time, and wasteful loss of valuable time that could be spend doing something productive.
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Post by Carree on Sept 26, 2003 12:49:14 GMT -5
So true and so sad  |
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Post by scarreddaisy on Sept 26, 2003 14:56:27 GMT -5
amen to that... i missed out on a evening witt my girl friends cuz i picked a hole in my face that was in no way hidable...  waste of time... god.. that is so what it is |
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Post by pickles on Sept 28, 2003 16:58:09 GMT -5
I don't think anyone could have said it better than that! A waste of time is exactly what it is. |
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Post by j5 on Sept 30, 2003 20:25:29 GMT -5
How true are all your comments... How often am i cancelling meeting friends or faking a sickness with work. I can honestly say that i need not have taken a sick day this year for being truly physically sick... (though i spose with CSP I am quite ill).
And i realise that it's important not to let people's opions of you influence you, but i can't escape them... i can't handle people looking at me when i have an open sore on my forehead... what do i do??
All i can do is stay home and bemoan my skin, and hope that they forget about this whole dilemma in a weeks time... (which they should). Meanwhile, i can't stop worrying about regretting my life with wasted opportunities because i was hiding with my skin...
Time does heal, and that is something i need to let happen... We can push through this, we obviously want to. I say do what you have to do when it is hard and you need time to heal. Once you're back to your normal self then make the effort. Never forget the pain you've gone though. This pain is enough to stop me forever.
Good luck to you all
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waste of time... god.. that is so what it is