hole in my head

[scarreddaisy]

right now i am so pissed at myself i feel like putting one in there.. hell i already did...picked a scab the size of a dime in the left side of my head... my hair keeps getting crusted in it and it hurts like a mother to brush my hair... i also got the side of my nose.like where your nostril meets your face.. i saw a white bump so i pushed my nostril aside and went at it with teh tweezers... i was totally at a loss of control at that point.. i had to get that white stuff off.. and i did... and now i have a painful, bruised and scabby nose... i did ok with the makeup and since its the nose meets the face my nostrils kind of hide it... still hurts though.. i havent picked this badly in a while.. I picked on my tush too ... has anyone noticed it takes forever for anything on your tush to heal? seriously.. i leave it alone and it still doesnt want to heal... arg.. i am really just overwhelemd right now.. i just got out of a "fling" with this guy that i liked ( apparently it wasnt mutal... which sucks... cuz i thought it was) then i got traded off and now am haning out with his coworker who is like madly in love with me and its been like....6 days? so its like everything is in hyper fast mode...and i dont wanna hurt him cuz he seems like a nice guy ( though i dont fall for seems... cuz the other guys "seemed" like a nice guuy too... ) ...school is draining.. i am sleeping maybe 2-3 1/2 hours a night so i feel like a zombie most of the time.. I am eating well which is probably the only thing that is maintaining my sanity. I think the stress is why i am just so down right now.. so many bad things keep happening.... makes you question if life has nothing better to do that just kick you continualy in the spine... until your eventually paralyzed with pain...

[Canuck]

Daisy,

I'm sorry to hear that you're having a rough time. It sounds like you're incredibly busy, and incredibly exhausted -- it's so hard to control what (unfortunately, for all of us) is a natural tendancy.

It's my personal opinion that school makes everything worse. I'm feeling rather crap about my workload/my face/my life/everything today, too. Thank goodness it's Friday!

Maybe this weekend you can find a few hours for yourself, and get recharged for the coming week. And if you can't, well, grit your teeth and get through it. You're a tough girl. I think everyone here has a lot of faith in your abilities. Use us to lean on, and I think everything will come out okay.