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[dapplebaby]

I have been picking since I was 7 or so-it started w/ mosquito bites on my legs. I have scars on my legs and have tried this stuff call hydroquinone-it seems to have a helped a little-but it comes in a very small tube and it is a Rx. Now-I am picking my back and shoulders-they look awful and my scalp. I really cannot stop.

I am going to see a dermatologist as the first step to see if I can get some topical meds to get me started, then I am going to go see a psyc. for OCD's. I have to get on some kind of medication. I am on 40mg of Paxil right now and I think it is making me more obsessive compulsive.

I need help. I don't even know where to start. I am embarrassed to wear skirts and shorts, and forget about a bathing suit.

[ancee]

Well even though I guess I'm a noob around here- hi and welcome!
Although we all deal differently, I think we can all relate to everyone's problems. To me, this board is comforting just knowing that there are others that have the same issues.
One thing that I think helps me the most is when I have a "good skin" day- I look at how well the scars are healing and it makes me not want to pick new ones and try heal. I try use this as "positive reinforcement" not to pick because I can see the rewards.
I wish you the best of luck!

[Carol]

Paxil made me much much worse too, so you're not the only one. Celexa has helped the depression but not so much the picking.

Anyway, best of luck. I hope you can find a good drug/therapy. I hope we all can.