Post by Frustrated on Apr 29, 2005 21:52:02 GMT -5
Hi all,
This may sound crazy, but I think that I have a compulsion for killing weeds in the lawn. It's odd, but it reminds me of my skin picking and soon my lawn will look like my body. Spotted all over the place because of my urge to make them look "perfect". Its like...the weeds don't belong there....neither do the ingrown hairs, pimples, and bumps. So, I do what I can to satisfy this compulsion. In one way, it does take my mind off of picking my skin because I get a similar satisfaction spraying weeds with weed killer or successfully yanking a weed out, roots and all....just like popping that pimple.
Really, I am not "nuts".....just something I have recently discovered about myself and found it ironic, odd, funny, and so many other things! Thanks for listening! You all are the only ones who would understand this!
This may sound crazy, but I think that I have a compulsion for killing weeds in the lawn. It's odd, but it reminds me of my skin picking and soon my lawn will look like my body. Spotted all over the place because of my urge to make them look "perfect". Its like...the weeds don't belong there....neither do the ingrown hairs, pimples, and bumps. So, I do what I can to satisfy this compulsion. In one way, it does take my mind off of picking my skin because I get a similar satisfaction spraying weeds with weed killer or successfully yanking a weed out, roots and all....just like popping that pimple.
Really, I am not "nuts".....just something I have recently discovered about myself and found it ironic, odd, funny, and so many other things! Thanks for listening! You all are the only ones who would understand this!