Beautiful clear skin

[rrrr]

Hi, I've been severely picking my face (and legs, neck, chest and biting my nails) but I'm mostly worried about my face and neck because I used to have beautiful clear olive skin like a baby (and still do over my body just not my face )and now I have some scars and red bits (that are still healing) but I've mainly stopped but the hyperpigmentation looks so disgusting! And its all my fault! I don't know what to do because I want to stop now and I want all evidence of i gone. I want to be healthy get over this disgusting phase of my life that I have no idea how I fell into and move on with my life because its self induced and therefore pathetic! The scars are SUCH an awful, torturous reminder! Please let me know any treatments ie laser/peels/ the MOST EXPENSIVE treatment because I want to restore my skin and give me back the skin I DESERVE AND WAS BORN WITH!!! I DONT DESERVE GROSS SCARS!!

[guest]

I can relate as I want nothing more then to have my flawless skin back. On bad days I beat myself up for having caused such damage to myself. However, on good days I am pleased I have have almost entirely stopped picking and I am proud of my battle scars. I don't know what causes the picking but I am sure that one day science will catch up and discover the root cause of this dreadful infliction. Until then we must try not to blame ourselves. Because, in my opinion, OSP is not a character defect but an awful disease that effects not only our skin but every aspect of our lives including our self esteem. All the best to my fellow OSP sufferers. Thanks for being here for me! Together we can get through this.