Post by Cathy on Nov 12, 2004 2:27:25 GMT -5
My tooth was hurting and so I went into the bathroom mirror to take a close look at it and well i couldn't believe it. It was hurting me because I have worn off the enamil at the top from biting my nails for so many years............. Am I a freak or what. 
How can this be that I am only 26 and I feel like I am falling apart. Well exagerated a bit maybe ! Now switching over to my face,I was doing ok as far as not picking so bad on it. Like I eased up quite a bit. I have been trying to figure out what things trigger me to pick. But well I just have no self control, and once I started, i couldn't stop. For days now I have been picking and I feel so crappy and I am so emotional. My husband and I and our 2 kids are moving to Sacramento in a week or so. I realize just moving can be stressful in itself.
Tonight I had such an attitude that when my husband came home from work I was just on him about how he has way to many cd's. Stupid stuff. I ended up getting so mad that I blurrted out in raging tears and slammed my cup of tea on our hardwood floors in the living room. I just broke and went into my room and just cried for a long time. My husband is sleeping on the couch for the first time in our marriage(7yrs) probably won't be the last
. I know it has alot to do w/ my emotions/chemically, however I am responsible for my behavior. I should have just walked away. I 'll get over it. Sorry! i just need to vent and since none of you know me it is easier to release I think.
Thanx for letting me share.
How can this be that I am only 26 and I feel like I am falling apart. Well exagerated a bit maybe ! Now switching over to my face,I was doing ok as far as not picking so bad on it. Like I eased up quite a bit. I have been trying to figure out what things trigger me to pick. But well I just have no self control, and once I started, i couldn't stop. For days now I have been picking and I feel so crappy and I am so emotional. My husband and I and our 2 kids are moving to Sacramento in a week or so. I realize just moving can be stressful in itself. Tonight I had such an attitude that when my husband came home from work I was just on him about how he has way to many cd's. Stupid stuff. I ended up getting so mad that I blurrted out in raging tears and slammed my cup of tea on our hardwood floors in the living room. I just broke and went into my room and just cried for a long time. My husband is sleeping on the couch for the first time in our marriage(7yrs) probably won't be the last
. I know it has alot to do w/ my emotions/chemically, however I am responsible for my behavior. I should have just walked away. I 'll get over it. Sorry! i just need to vent and since none of you know me it is easier to release I think.Thanx for letting me share.