Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Mar 10, 2005 19:15:40 GMT -5

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Post by anonymousartist on Mar 10, 2005 19:15:40 GMT -5

Dramaqueen, I know this seems counter-productive but have you ever watched "Top Model"? Tyra Banks is of course expected to look perfect and she is beautiful and pulls it off but she is always stressing that we should take those imperfections that we have about ourselves and make them special. She's always also pointing out how her job is all tricks to hide imperfections that she too has. You don't need to be perfect. No one does. No one ever will be. (We'd all look the same and totally boring.)

My personal thought on imperfections is that they make us memorable to other peoplel, sometimes more beautiful. Ever notice that huge gap in Julia Roberts teeth? Yet she's beautiful. And so are you.

I have a BDD about my weight, I think. I have seen myself as fat ever since a childhoos trauma caused me to gain ten "extra" pounds. It was totally irrational but no one ever helped rationalize the fact that yeah I gained weight, but people still liked me, I was still alive, things could still be ok. Instead a lot of people reinforced my feeling of being fat, and that was all because of their own insecurities.

Never apologize for who you are!

--Becca.

All that we are, is a result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts, it is made up of our thoughts. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him. -- The Dammapada, 2.

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Mar 10, 2005 19:47:59 GMT -5

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Post by lauryn on Mar 10, 2005 19:47:59 GMT -5

kimj said:

Thank you both so so much for helping. Lauryn it meant a lot that you took the time to show me those websites and they were very helpful. I fit the criteria of BDD so well that it was a little shocking to me.
Here is my one problem with it:
They define BDD as :
Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) is a serious illness when a person is preoccupied with minor or imaginary physical flaws....
My problem is with the "minor or imaginary" part. What if my flaws are not minor or imaginary, what if they truly are major flaws and I am preoccupied with them rightfully so? I don't think that I am just imagining my flaws.
I am glad to find out more about BDD, but I also feel like there would never be any help for me. The website mentions that the therapy for BDD is that the therapist asks the patient to enter social situations without covering up her “defect.” and the therapist helps the patient stop doing the compulsive behaviors to check the defect or cover it up. This may include removing mirrors, covering skin areas that the patient picks, or not using make-up.
There is no way I could go a day without looking in the mirror. No way. And entering social situations without make-up would be a nightmare for me. I dont think I could ever do that.
Anyway, thanks so much for letting me vent. sorry for going on and on.

You're welcome. im glad it helped. i know exactly what you mean. i could've never go out without makeup.

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Mar 14, 2005 17:09:02 GMT -5

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Post by hoppe on Mar 14, 2005 17:09:02 GMT -5

Hi all!

Thank you for a very inspirational thread. I too think I have suffered from BDD for many years and it makes me sad. I know that it is not rationale. I have some problems such as breakouts, scarred skin, small breasts, but despite all of this I know I look okay. I know it in my mind, but I cannot feel it. I feel ugly. I am working on it though. I have recently started to take a lot of photographs of myself, looking at them for a long time, trying to get a more realistic picture of how I look. I find this to be better than looking in the mirror (partly because this could cause a picking session).

Kimj - I also wanted to respond to you personally, because you touched on something I have been thinking about for a long time. I read Katherine Phillip's book 'The broken mirror' about a 1½ years ago. She has been working with BDD for many years and is considered a leading person in the field. The book is about BDD, causes, patients, treatments, etc - you might check it out. I recognized myself in a lot of the patient stories she described, but I still disliked the book for two reasons. One is that it reads like a 300-page advertisement for antidepressants. She seriously LOVES that stuff. It seems to cure basically every patient she ever had. I know that this is not true, reading lots of stories of people on websites and in places like this. Antidepressants help some, but it is not the wonder drug it is sold as. The second thing I instantly disliked about the book was her repeated statement that the flaw in question has to be either minor or non-existent. I have been thinking about it for a really long time and I have come to the conclusion that she is wrong. It just does not make sense. What is a minor defect? Who decides if it is minor? I find this a very interesting question. Especially if you take cultural or historical considerations into account. What someone finds beautiful in Africa, might be considered a flaw in Europe. What was beautiful yesterday, is ugly tomorrow. So who decides? I thought about this - let's say I hate the size of my nose and I want to hide because of it. If I happen to live in a place where everybody else has a nose of similar size, then I would be labelled as having BDD, since I look 'normal' and my reaction is irrationale. If the next day I move to a place where everybody actually has a tiny nose compared to mine, then I suddenly have a real physical defect and could not be labelled as having BDD. What kind of psychological disorder depends on the place I am living in?

BDD can in principle be defined as an overreaction to a physical feature. If you do not go to work or cancel an appointment with your friends or even want to kill yourself because of a tiny pimple on your nose, then this would be a clear-cut case of BDD. You are overreacting. But according to the current understanding of BDD, if you do not want to meet your friends or think about killing yourself because you developed a severe case of cystic acne, then it is not BDD. That does not make sense to me. After my opinion, your reaction is still an overreaction, no matter how your skin looks. Or does anybody seriously think that killing yourself because of cystic acne would be a reasonable reaction??

Sorry for the long post. I think what I am trying to say is that it does not matter if your 'flaw' is real or not, you can have BDD in either situation. I guess you look much better than you think, but even if there is an actual flaw then the fact that it makes you so miserable and you spent ages trying to hide it in some way, is enough for me to think that it could be BDD.

Wishing you all the best.

hoppe

Last Edit: Mar 14, 2005 17:16:07 GMT -5 by hoppe

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Aug 12, 2005 10:54:11 GMT -5

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Post by ashenn on Aug 12, 2005 10:54:11 GMT -5

Kimj,

i know this is an old thread but i wanted to put in my two cents, anyway. i hope you still come to the board to see it. ;D

personally, i think the psychology feild gets WAY too much mileage out of these terms: "BDD, ADHD, Obsessive-Compulsive" and the like. i'll concede that some of these diagnoses are based on fact, but i think their application can be a catch-all. generalizations like that can be dangerous.

i think it's destructive to try and apply one of those labels to yourself. you are NOT body-dysmorphic case 12A. you might have some issues with the way you look, but i think it would be less stressful for you if you stopped there. just reading your posts here, you don't need to be freaking out over whether you 'have' this 'disorder' that the mental-health feild has statisticized so many young women your age have. you are just a girl that has some problems with the way she looks, and goddamnit, THAT'S NORMAL. you are OK, you are not sick.

what is so destructive about these goddamn disorders is that they cause so much neurosis in the general public from parents who think their kids fit between the 'ADHD' guidelines and need ritalin (what kid has ever sat totally still throughout a math lesson?) to the kids who grow up wondering why everyone thinks there's something wrong with them. "well," they think, "...they must think that beacuse i'm fucked up somehow." --then, as adults, they start scrambling to find which convenient disorder they have so they can FIX themselves. the sad part is, they were never broken in the first place.

you are not sick, you are not depraved, you are not abnormal, you are just you, and that is fine.

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Aug 14, 2005 23:58:50 GMT -5

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Post by newandbetterme on Aug 14, 2005 23:58:50 GMT -5

sweetie
if u have bdd..
u need to check out this site.
its great, and has helped me tremendously.
thre is a thread where u can ask a doctore q.
dr. claiborn. andhe's great..and very patient.

homepage of website
www.bddcentral.com/description.htm

bdd forum
www.bddcentral.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.pl?action=profile;username=ddd

i wish u all the luck
and only the best.

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Sept 2, 2005 18:59:17 GMT -5

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Post by teardrop24 on Sept 2, 2005 18:59:17 GMT -5

hey,
i just joined today so I am new at this. Reading what everyone has wrote is scary to me because its exactly who i am. Its nice to know that there are other people out there like me. I try to tell myself that im not the only person going through this but it is so hard because you still feel so alone. I know about BDD and I often wonder if thats what I have. Hey I already have anxiety,OCD, ADD,depression,BIOPOLAR 2 SO WHY NOT ADD BDD to the list. I compulsively wash my hands,check things,make listsand so forth. My picking is what affects me the most. I am obessed with having beautiful skin. But then I have to pick cause I cant handle my emotions. I numb out when I pick and all the pain goes away until I finally stop and see the damage I did to my skin. Everytime I pick I tell myself its okay this will be the last time. Then I do it again and again. How do I protect myself for me... I have tried painting over my mirror so I cant see in it and I have made picture collages to remind myself to not pick. Nothing works!!! I will smoke a pack a day of smokes to calm me down or drink,drugs to help numb my deep pain. I feel I live in separate world from others and know one will ever understand what I feel. I have tried taking my life 2 times and failed. I wish I was not here today. This not the way I want to live and now my parents and family act like they need to babysit me all the time. My mom keeps all my medicine and gives it to me. They wont ever leave me alone by myself. And evertime I pick its like why did you do that...like their disappointed with me. I have no job right now because I always get one and then quit within 3 months. My social life sucks! Anytime I met a guy I fall apart and don't want them to see you I really am. So I push them away. I feel my picking controls my whole life..well actually my brain because I have so many mental issues. I am 24 and I feel like Im in highschool. I'm really good about caring and loving others. I just can't do it for myself. I'm on many meds right now and I actually feel some what normal...but then I pick and it sucks back into a world sadness. Gosh I cant realize how much I have said.I could keep going but whats the point you get the picture.....I hate my life and I dont feel things will ever change for me. I dont beileve in dreams anymore because I just cant make them come true.

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Sept 2, 2005 21:22:44 GMT -5

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Post by anonymousartist on Sept 2, 2005 21:22:44 GMT -5

Hi teardrop.

You are not alone. That's the simple fact. A lot of people pick, many people who don't even think of it as a problem, and those of us who do who are experts at hiding it. I really don't think that this is something you should feel is inherently wrong with you. It may be a symptom of your OCD. It may be a coping mechanism for the pain and anxiety you have that is also a habit which you can't stop (for me that is the case). I really believe this is something that can be helped, if not completely healed. I know I have had much better days without picking and I can thank this board because posting here made me realize there's nothing to be ashamed of.

I've also been suicidal, for years even. I never went through with an actual attempt because I always got scared, but I've wante to. When things are that bad, you have to remind yourself that there are things in this world that are good, and that it's worth being here to find out how life will turn out. Also, you are young and this doesn't have to last your whole life. It's a hard time. I'm 23 and I'm at a crossroads, but we all get scared. We all get frustrated. Anyone who's making you feel like you're not justified in feeling those things is wrong.

Please try to start up some healthy habits. Do not try to be perfect and have an all or nothing attititude. Change comes a little at a time, and so does feeling better. It's all progressive, but you will get your life back. I hope you're getting talk therapy along with your meds. Also try to get some moderate exercise (an hour long walk each day, or whenver you can, is enough, bring some music with you, go someplace special). Try to get good nutrition (get a book on nutrition if you have to). Try to have healthier thoughts. Meditate (just sit quietly or with music on and try to push away all thoughts). These are the things that make me feel ok and allowed to be alive again.

Oh, and seek inspiration. Read books or watch interviews or go see beautiful things. They will all make you feel better.

Try not to get frustrated if you finally feel ok and then you feel down again. Depression does have a chemical basis and even if everything in life is suddenly spiffy, it can take up to a month for the brain to be altered and corrected, even with meds. But it does happen.

Imagine what you really want your life to be like, because you deserve those things and to go work for them. Also, google the term Inositol. It is a vitamin precursor found in some common foods. I don't know what kind of meds you are on so you might want to ask your doctor or pharmacist, but it probably cannot hurt to increase a vitamin through food consumption. I started eating more foods rich in Inositol for a while and I can't say for certain, but I think it did help my anxiety. I know that exercising has helped my anxiety and better nutrition has helped my depression. In fact, I was very messed up for a very long time and I finally feel like I am ok, for real now.

Keep hopeful. Don't try to change everything at once. Do little things. Write, and do some creative activities too. Reading fiction is also supposed to help. Listen to your body. Get the sleep you need. Get some relaxation. Being stressed out does not help depression, so do what you can to relieve it. Your life is worth living. You can have whatever you want, be whoever you want. I didn't think these things so much about myself in the past, but I know different now, 'cause I'm getting there, and if I can, anyone can.

--Becca

All that we are, is a result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts, it is made up of our thoughts. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him. -- The Dammapada, 2.

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Aug 25, 2009 3:00:14 GMT -5

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Post by rrrr on Aug 25, 2009 3:00:14 GMT -5

Hey, my story is so similar to yours. I have been tremendously self consious since I was really young, I've had a nose job, and thats it but I starting to obsess about getting more work done but now I'm like noooo. Because I actually feel more shit when im obsessing about myself than when im doing something interactive or something other than to do with myself or how i look. seriously! I feel so crap when its just me looking at myself in the mirror. YUCK! ew I hate even thinking about it. Think of all the fun times you've had when you felt 0 Self consiciousness level or if you cant at the mo, find a moment in ur memory where you felt completely free or absolute bliss. Think about the people that were around you, how you felt, what space you were in at that time (maybe even wat outfit you were wearing) etc etc...or all the factors that come up for you-they dont have to be it haha. but yer, if you can relive those fun times and realise people weren't having fun with you BECAUSE your make up/nose/boobs were totally perfect that day hahah but because you were free and in the moment!! And just think even really ugly people can be so fun to be around because you were just in the moment, not totally absolved in what each other looked like. haha. Just remember, nobody is actually thinking about how you look, (even though u might be) most people are more in-tune with spiritually whats going on....i've only started realising this lately...last night i was reading this article on 'insanity' and it read that to be clinically classified as this, you must be 'out of touch with the same reality that we all share'. That is what it really comes down too. If you're housebound and feel you're totally obsessed with yourself, run out into the ocean with your bikinis and scream out into the ocean. Anything to detatch yourself from yourself! Because fuck it! We're only on this earth once so try to create more free moments that counteract your self obsessed ones. Nobody has the right to judge your life. Its ok to have obsessions in your past, but you dont have to hold onto them forever. CAUSE THEY'RE GAY!!! We're only on this earth too short to waste time on pathetic insignificant details that our mind is tormenting us about!! Tell ur mind to Fuck off because you want to live!!! Even if you're mind is like nooooooo 'you'll look like shit or be humiliated everyone will hate you' or whatever just fight it and walk out that door and do it anyway just to PISS IT OFF! x

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Body Dysmorphic Dysfunction- My Story Mar 29, 2011 9:22:35 GMT -5

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