Post by Teresa =) on Dec 18, 2003 13:04:52 GMT -5
oh well do u rememeber me? lol
well ihave been incrediable busy.. studying like insain... i just broke up with my bf
... a few days ago.. i have been crying like u have not idea.... buu... but well is okey i need time for myself and i need to get better and health... maybe i am to selfish but i really think other pple will not help me trynig to feel good...
gosh welll anyway my grades were very good... when i was younger maybe i would feel wow i am so happy and was it all... but when i get older... is not the same i want more than good grades and i fell incrediable sad.... i had a party on monday(final semester) and i meet a lot of pple!! it was funny cause even one boy take me to dance and started to kiss my neck.. and i was heyy wait a minute... lol.. i the party was incrediable i end at 7 am jeje:P but then i get out and evne here we are almost in sumeer it was cold and i get a cold!! so i was all tuesday bad....
anyway i had some depresions when i am down i feell is the terrible stuff of the world.. maybe i have had other bad times but they are just the awful in the moment i even was thiknig to kill myself wich is something i never thought but well then i was thiknig it is not fair... i cant end like this i still have a lot of stuff to doo.. so i asked help to my mother... and hse say sorry we have not money right now... well... and she has her other porbs... irght... anyway i somethimes feell like a gilr of 5 years old who can´t think clearly... but i think that childest is part of my charm;) lol... dunno... gosh i am to shallow....
anyway on sunday is my bday! and is going ot be a very sad one.... i guess ... i try to do my best but not all my objetctives were found..... aww!!$%%&&%!!!! anyway hope u have a wonderful christams... and a good new year!!! and a lot of love
Teresa:)
well ihave been incrediable busy.. studying like insain... i just broke up with my bf
... a few days ago.. i have been crying like u have not idea.... buu... but well is okey i need time for myself and i need to get better and health... maybe i am to selfish but i really think other pple will not help me trynig to feel good...gosh welll anyway my grades were very good... when i was younger maybe i would feel wow i am so happy and was it all... but when i get older... is not the same i want more than good grades and i fell incrediable sad.... i had a party on monday(final semester) and i meet a lot of pple!! it was funny cause even one boy take me to dance and started to kiss my neck.. and i was heyy wait a minute... lol.. i the party was incrediable i end at 7 am jeje:P but then i get out and evne here we are almost in sumeer it was cold and i get a cold!! so i was all tuesday bad....
anyway i had some depresions when i am down i feell is the terrible stuff of the world.. maybe i have had other bad times but they are just the awful in the moment i even was thiknig to kill myself wich is something i never thought but well then i was thiknig it is not fair... i cant end like this i still have a lot of stuff to doo.. so i asked help to my mother... and hse say sorry we have not money right now... well... and she has her other porbs... irght... anyway i somethimes feell like a gilr of 5 years old who can´t think clearly... but i think that childest is part of my charm;) lol... dunno... gosh i am to shallow....
anyway on sunday is my bday! and is going ot be a very sad one.... i guess ... i try to do my best but not all my objetctives were found..... aww!!$%%&&%!!!! anyway hope u have a wonderful christams... and a good new year!!! and a lot of love
Teresa:)
Congratulations on the good grades, too! 