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Post by anon12345 on Nov 5, 2003 10:09:32 GMT -5
Awwww, I'm so happy for you.  |
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Post by scarreddaisy on Nov 13, 2003 19:18:16 GMT -5
damnit... i had another one.. and this time i made a pretty big hole in my face.. right by my right nostril there was a pore and I went at it with no mercy... tweezers, nails, pins... it is just awful.. it hurts so bad.. i just panicked and freaked out..its like the size ofan eraser head...  I am worried about what my bf will think... i dont see my bf until sat and at first i was upset but now iam glad becasue it will give it time to heal... man, I am just so disappointed... ive been doing so good.. not with pickign.. butwith being panic attack free... i just went crazy.... i feel so unstable..  |
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Post by Secret on Nov 13, 2003 22:24:01 GMT -5
Scarreddaisy,
I'm trying to apply the 12 steps in AA to my problem, and I'm in what I and the program am calling stage one of recovery. I'm immersing myself in learning about CSP, focusing every breath of my energy into never picking my face again. I"m not touching my face, I'm breathing and relaxing, and taking it easy, because God knows I've made myself pretty high strung in the past. Please, please, please allow yourself to be.
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I am worried about what my bf will think... i dont see my bf until sat and at first i was upset but now iam glad becasue it will give it time to heal... man, I am just so disappointed... ive been doing so good.. not with pickign.. butwith being panic attack free... i just went crazy.... i feel so unstable.. 